Dear Audrey,
Today is not a good day. I woke up 10 minutes before I was supposed to be t my dentist appointment. I woke up to find that SVT was there the whole time and only sent one text saying "I guess I should tell you I'm in your parking lot". As I continued to get ready in a mad rush, I begin to walk out the door to see a text message telling me "I'm going to go get gas, in assuming your sleeping so let me know when you decide what's going on." I run downstairs and text her wonder where she was.. Nothing. I call her 3-4 times, nothing. I asked her why didn't you call me? Her response, "because I never call you." To say that this is the most loneliest I've felt is an understatement. I am completely thankful that you've taken your time to do this thing for me, believe me, I am. But to go about it like you don't even care just makes me soooo mad. I was so angry that I didn't know what to do with myself.. I wanted to punch things. I wanted to cry. I was just so upset. I felt so disposable.. It took 20 minutes for her to get back and then we sped off to the dentist. When we got here.. I literally stepped out the door. Closed it and she sped off. Just gone. Not a sorry. Not a word. It's sad how now I'm waiting in the dental office and wanting to cry. I was so late that they couldn't take me but "there was a cancelation so they may be able to take" me. I'm sitting here wanting to cry because I feel so disposable.. Like, anyone can just do whatever and I'm going to be okay with it. I'm probably going to walk home from the dentist. I don't want to be in the car with her for fear that I'm going to cry.
Today is a bad day...
~BaD
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