Dear Audrey,
I have this crazy dream that someone, somewhere will fall for me. That someone will find me. That someone will eventually find some sort of beauty in this. I feel so out of place in my own "communities." I want so desperately for someone to so happen to find me a bit special. It would be so lovely to catch someone's eye. To be someone's first choice. I wonder if whomever they are is actually looking for me. Or if I'm supposed to be looking for them. I want to know that I'm not wasting my time. I think I just want to cry.. A good cry would be appreciated. A sort of homing signal to let whomever they are know that I'm right here. To send my coordinates. Uuuggghhhh fuck.
~BaD
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